The case for Dieing to self….

Have you ever had a circumstance where you have said something or done something you regret ?

I have.

I wrote a comment about another manager to my immediate manager disparaging his ability to lead. ( this was poor on my behalf & regrettable)

Whether it was the truth or not does not matter.

True to how the Lord operates with his children, it came back to me the very next day. – so I may be corrected.

Unbeknown to me the private conversation I thought I was having with my manager was being tracked , traced & logged.

This brings up all sorts of privacy issues alone, but it doesn’t at all negate what I said in the first place.

As a believer in Christ I deeply regret this & the weight of the Holy Spirit has been great on me.

Jesus said “Love one another as I have loved you”I failed to do this….

I wrote an apology to the affected manager.I apologised to my Manager for tangling him up in this mess.

I feel I have let everyone down, most of all my Lord & Saviour Jesus Christ.

What have I learnt from this ?

Reading 1 Corinthians 15 Apostle Paul remarked that in his Pride for the brethren who love & believe in Christ , he “dies to self daily”

I assure you, believers, by the pride which I have in you in [your union with] Christ Jesus our Lord, I die daily [I face death and die to self]. — 1Co 15:31

He faces all his emotional & prideful ways , then subjects them to death , & burial through Christ.

Only after this can these whispers & negativity be cleansed ready for resurrection through Christ.

Whatever we speak , do or think needs to be buried in the name of Jesus.

It is sown in dishonor, it is raised in glory; it is sown in weakness, it is raised in strength; — 1Co 15:43

I have sown dishonour with my Words, I have spoken to the Lord & the affected parties & asked for forgiveness, I pray according to the Lords grace & Mercy this may be used for good & raised in strength. 🙏♥️

Be Holy in All manner of communication.

But as he which hath called you is holy, so be ye holy in all manner of conversation; — 1Pe 1:15

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2 responses to “The case for Dieing to self….”

  1. Poobear Avatar
    Poobear

    I have been there an iam there yes I know that pain an regret an sorrow the process of growing an learning being touched by the Lord we know his heart in this we repent we are sorrowful, some decisions we make we can’t change but the Lord uses them to create a heart like his it’s painful but it produces fruit we learn to walk closer an to listen to our Lord…I know this was very hard I’ve done this it rips your heart even if what you said was right question was was it what the Lord wanted man o man there’s bin days I had wished I couldn’t talk then I see these are things I had to purge to become humble an meek again to listen an not speak quickly but to listen to the holy spirit we are his children he’s raising us up children get a lot of bruises a lot of discipline through love there guided as they grow from a infant to adult a long hard road with ups an downs.. thank u for sharing this I needed this more than you could understand but maybe u do cause u shared this as I read I have tears brother heart felt tears some decisions we make are the hardest an we can’t change them

    1. Steve Avatar

      Yes , it is a journey , we slip , trip,fall & are willing to get up again, because the weight of the Spirit of the Lord is great. This morning I read Romans 7:14-25 – The Conflict of Two Nature’s . We see even Apostle Paul was warring against his own flesh nature. Look towards Jesus Sister because he is the only one who can bring forgiveness with rest in him. 🙏♥️

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